September 23, 2011
Not Doing It All & Finding My Place
Then later that night, I read some blog posts...and it sounds like quite a few of you are feeling the same way.
It is my own obsession with perfection...wanting my home to have a certain image...wanting to portray the woman who has it all together. So often we get caught up in the comparison game. And while I am trying to create the home and life I think I want, I really end up compromising the life that I am desperately yearning for.
I have an hour. I have the time. But I get too caught up in my to do list.
I suppose I could create a better system. Be better disciplined. Or perhaps let go a little bit. And somehow letting go is the hardest of them all.
I desire relationships. I desire honesty. I desire creativity. And if it means the laundry isn't always done than so be it.
How do you deal with the mundane?